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i am ready to update you all again on my life..
random times.. i do know this..
I decided to take a break.. and actually not go to school this fall..
And im still trying to decide if that was a good or bad idea..
I work about 42 hours a week.. so i hardly have time to breathe..
i went to see Keith Urban at the state fair sunday night..
and just so you know.. he is my ultimate weakness..
him and that austrailan accent makes me melt..
i stayed to watch the fireworks..
last you heard from me.. i got back together with an ex..
and he decided to keep his old cheating ways up to par..
sad part is.. i wasnt surprised.. but i still cried..
i have never felt more lost in my life as i do now..
if i didnt work.. i wouldnt know what i would do..
and monday night.. me and kevin sat in the parking lot.. literally..
on the ground eating snacks from the gas station.. and talked for 2 hours..
and it felt amazing to open up to someone..
i dont like the fact of not feeling wanted..
or so undesirable..
I have a little kitten now.. that my best friend Jacob Wayne named.. 'Little Bastard'
and thats the name that poor kitten actually answers to now..
but hes our child.. lol..
my clutz side showed today when i tripped in my room.. and my hand went through my window..
my hand is a replica of edward scissorhands face.. but i have all my fingers..
(positivetwo)
and its an amazing chilly night.. where i just want to sit outside and read..
and i was actually doing that earlier..
im ready for fall..
for swingsets.. and scarves.. and crisp air making your nose cold..
and halloween.. always makes me excited..
Kevin wants to be a drag queen.. and im going to be a ballerina..
and were going to Talbotts.. lol.. (its a gay bar.. but hey i support Kevin).. lol
I saw the LoCash Cowboys perform at Pendleton High School..
and i was thoroughly.. impressed..
and i know what kinda tattoo i want to get when i get the nerve..
i want a pirate ship..
i have a pirates eye patch at work.. its my motivation.. :)
and i really just wanted you to know im okay..
however much it means to you..
and thats what you get for falling again..
you can never get him out of your head..
random times.. i do know this..
I decided to take a break.. and actually not go to school this fall..
And im still trying to decide if that was a good or bad idea..
I work about 42 hours a week.. so i hardly have time to breathe..
i went to see Keith Urban at the state fair sunday night..
and just so you know.. he is my ultimate weakness..
him and that austrailan accent makes me melt..
i stayed to watch the fireworks..
last you heard from me.. i got back together with an ex..
and he decided to keep his old cheating ways up to par..
sad part is.. i wasnt surprised.. but i still cried..
i have never felt more lost in my life as i do now..
if i didnt work.. i wouldnt know what i would do..
and monday night.. me and kevin sat in the parking lot.. literally..
on the ground eating snacks from the gas station.. and talked for 2 hours..
and it felt amazing to open up to someone..
i dont like the fact of not feeling wanted..
or so undesirable..
I have a little kitten now.. that my best friend Jacob Wayne named.. 'Little Bastard'
and thats the name that poor kitten actually answers to now..
but hes our child.. lol..
my clutz side showed today when i tripped in my room.. and my hand went through my window..
my hand is a replica of edward scissorhands face.. but i have all my fingers..
(positivetwo)
and its an amazing chilly night.. where i just want to sit outside and read..
and i was actually doing that earlier..
im ready for fall..
for swingsets.. and scarves.. and crisp air making your nose cold..
and halloween.. always makes me excited..
Kevin wants to be a drag queen.. and im going to be a ballerina..
and were going to Talbotts.. lol.. (its a gay bar.. but hey i support Kevin).. lol
I saw the LoCash Cowboys perform at Pendleton High School..
and i was thoroughly.. impressed..
and i know what kinda tattoo i want to get when i get the nerve..
i want a pirate ship..
i have a pirates eye patch at work.. its my motivation.. :)
and i really just wanted you to know im okay..
however much it means to you..
and thats what you get for falling again..
you can never get him out of your head..