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The urge to leave Michigan is really been pushing me to get the fuck out of here. Moving to Indian River for those couple of months was great, things didnt work out then but things have changed since then. My debts that hold me hopefully will diminish by the end of this year. Diggin yourself out of something you created 3 years ago sucks. But the sweet rewards of being out of that situtaion finally after four years will feel great, i just know it. I've been looking for places to go, Chatanooga being one of them. Mild winters, Warm summers, rust free cars, and a pretty good music scene. I dont know. Pressure at home is stupid. I call it the Marshall Stigma. Girlfriend wants our relationship to be more serious, parents think i need to get my life on track. This stupid mentality that growing old only involves a family. Well, I am a greedy person, and want to do things my way before i give my life away to having kids and a family. Did I mention winter sucks! Something greater calls out to me, and it patiently waits for me until I settle things here.