poor pup
So I def have a lot going on and I have certainly felt better. Right now I'm sick as a dog and well can't get a certain sight out of my head. It's killing me. I'm also trying to just go out and do my thing and it's backfiring on me. This one kid who is really nice is well becoming a little obsessed I'm afraid. Way to young for me in my opinion and truth be told(it's not a secret) I'm def not ready for any relationship. I really just wanna let go though. I missed three classes this week and have so much catching up to do. Plus I have lots of work for three days and my mom wants me to help out with yard work this weekend. I have an exam on monday i'm def not ready for and my lab partner Heather wants to get together on Sunday to study. That is nice and everything but let's face it. Biology and me just aren't meant to be. No matter how hard I study it seems to fuck me over big time. I'm supposed to go swimming tomorrow with Don before we go to our 2:00 class but my ear has been infected. I feel bad cuz I didn't call the last 2 thurday's. I'm just runnin myself into the ground here. I wanted to go to the gym monday too but that is when I got sick. Damn my health. Maybe if I wake up early tomorrow I will be able to get everything done in time to head to the pool before class. I hope so cuz swimming can be a real escape. I like it better than running that is for sure. Maybe I'll become a lifeguard and make lots more money than I do in the shit hole. Ben and I are supposed to hang out on Friday so if all goes well it will be a fun neverending story marathon...sweet deal. Popcorn anyone? I'm in the mood for some of my fav childhood movies...they are so great. Anyone remember Willow? or Stand by me? I loved those movies. Oh and the classic Wizard Of Oz. I didn't even get to watch Hocus Pocus this year for halloween. I went to sharon's senior night tonight. I love her! Her big 18th bday is soon! I know just the gift for her. She'll love it. I love giving gifts. It makes me feel really good. Making people happy is what I love. Mike G was supposed to come tonight but couldn't, sharon would have been happy to see him. Oh but Jack was there...I avoided him like the plague. Ok there is def a mouse living in my wall next to my bed...this sucks. At any rate, I need to at least start my concept paper for writing, it's on Rocks Paper scissors. Oh and study for my exam. And write my play. And contact my professor to make up a quiz I missed monday. I hate getting behind.