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Today was just an average day, or so I thought...took a hard hit low blow late this afternoon. Blindsided, and it hurt. Just when you think everything is going okay...WHAMY, knive cuts straight through every one of your organs. I've been gutted like a fish and thrown back at sea. Can't say I've ever felt this way before. It's a lot to chew on this full plate of mine and I feel as though I am going to be sick. I suppose I shall se how I feel in the morning but I know that I won't sleep so these feelings will probably be the same....we'll find out I suppose.