"The sun burns"
So this is what I stumbled on this morning, I found this note in the top drawer of my dresser at the bottom of the clothes. I don't know when exactly when it was from but I know who wrote it:
"You're smart, sexy, and oh so sweet.
The world needs more people like you.
I'm so happy I met you.
You're crazy amazing!
-J"
I'm fucking trying to shake this, but I just can't. What happened to me? God life is so hard. It's sad but I would do it all over again, all the pain, the sadness just to feel that bliss again. I do know that it is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all. I'm left with emptiness right now. I'm fucking trying. It doesn't hurt too much to be together as friends so I need to try that. It just that when I have time to do hw, do anything else, I think about it all and get sad.
"You're smart, sexy, and oh so sweet.
The world needs more people like you.
I'm so happy I met you.
You're crazy amazing!
-J"
I'm fucking trying to shake this, but I just can't. What happened to me? God life is so hard. It's sad but I would do it all over again, all the pain, the sadness just to feel that bliss again. I do know that it is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all. I'm left with emptiness right now. I'm fucking trying. It doesn't hurt too much to be together as friends so I need to try that. It just that when I have time to do hw, do anything else, I think about it all and get sad.