Oct 18, 2006 00:40
I need to be strong this time.
For the sanity of my weeks and months ahead.
Aaaaaaaaah is it really better to have love and lost than to never loved at all?
I debate this all the time because I function well single, I just dont know guys. Without trust there is no love. The jealousy will drive you mad.
Inside my heart is breaking
But my smile still stays on
The show must go on
I will work on getting my self-esteem back to where it was in August. I have so many things going for me right now and I'm pumped about so much. It's just THIS. And THIS is a bigger part of my life than I wanted to admit.
So here it is. I'm admitting this person was a huge part of my life, but the feelings aren't reciprocated. I need to be all right with this. I need to be.
I need to be strong this time.