"When you left I lost a part of me"
I'm going to stay in Florida untill May because that's what I fargin signed up for.
With that out of the way I feel like the rest of this will flow better. I want to leave so badly and get back to New York. All three of my roomates are leaving. Two are potentially getting fired but want to quit before that happens and one is just leaving to get back home. With the room of four that leave one. Wow I never thought this would actually happen. I hate my job the most, I've dealt with massive amouts of health issues, I am currently house bound beacuse of strep throat but I am the one staying. I have enjoyed my time down here so much and I refuse to leave on a sour note so that is my main reason for not leaving right now. I've learned so much about myself here and nothing to help my major. This program is not an internship that helps you learn more about the field of work you would someday like to persue. This program is essentially a self exploration device that puts you with many people with many different backgrounds and forces you to examine your own life and become a better person. Alexandra and I have been hanging out again and she's been taking care of me while I'm sick. I really dont remember updating at all down here so real quick I'll fill you in. Alex is a girl from Gainsville Florida and she is the sweetest girl I've ever met in my life. Genuinely sweet not Johnson family sweet. We dated for about 2 months here, but we kinda did our own thing for the past month so that we could get the most out of this program and not just hang out with each other all the time. This was totally cool untill last week. We just sorta fell for each other all over again and now leaving is going to be hard. I don't know what is going to happen and now I've officially started rambling so I'm gonna go ahead and end it here. The 20th birthday was amazing. I spent the day in West Palm Beach and Miami. It will certainly be one to remember. Thanks to all my CPs who came along. Ahhhhh my throat is killing me. On that note..Good night all!!
With that out of the way I feel like the rest of this will flow better. I want to leave so badly and get back to New York. All three of my roomates are leaving. Two are potentially getting fired but want to quit before that happens and one is just leaving to get back home. With the room of four that leave one. Wow I never thought this would actually happen. I hate my job the most, I've dealt with massive amouts of health issues, I am currently house bound beacuse of strep throat but I am the one staying. I have enjoyed my time down here so much and I refuse to leave on a sour note so that is my main reason for not leaving right now. I've learned so much about myself here and nothing to help my major. This program is not an internship that helps you learn more about the field of work you would someday like to persue. This program is essentially a self exploration device that puts you with many people with many different backgrounds and forces you to examine your own life and become a better person. Alexandra and I have been hanging out again and she's been taking care of me while I'm sick. I really dont remember updating at all down here so real quick I'll fill you in. Alex is a girl from Gainsville Florida and she is the sweetest girl I've ever met in my life. Genuinely sweet not Johnson family sweet. We dated for about 2 months here, but we kinda did our own thing for the past month so that we could get the most out of this program and not just hang out with each other all the time. This was totally cool untill last week. We just sorta fell for each other all over again and now leaving is going to be hard. I don't know what is going to happen and now I've officially started rambling so I'm gonna go ahead and end it here. The 20th birthday was amazing. I spent the day in West Palm Beach and Miami. It will certainly be one to remember. Thanks to all my CPs who came along. Ahhhhh my throat is killing me. On that note..Good night all!!