Dec 08, 2004 00:32
So I decided to do an update while enjoying a Reese's Christmas tree (thanks mom):
i am- hard to label or categorize
i want- to feel needed and useful
i have- been blessed with so much
i wish- that i could follow through on everything
i hate- racism and ignorance
i miss- holding someone
i fear- that i will not fufill my aspiratoins in my lifetime
i hear- that these are the "best years of our lives"
i search- for ways to live a purpose driven life
i wonder- if i will get the experience i'm looking for in florida
i regret- every time in my life that i could have stopped to smell the roses and refused to because of work or school
i love- my family, my friends, and God
i ache- with fatigue after a week of hardcore schoolwork
i always- try to take a moment every day to allow myself to appreciate the world and my surroundings
i am not- as honest as i would like to be or pretend to be
i dance- very rarely, though i look forward to letting loose in florida
i sing- in the car at the top of my lungs all the time
i cry- once in a while but hardly ever in front of others
i am not always- on time, please dont expect that from me
i write- in this thing and when it is assigned in class
i win- small battles every day in my head by shutting my big mouth and letting other think they won
i lose- at any sport except swimming and even that is a little rusty
i confuse- people who don't understand me
i need- to find a way to enjoy life a little more than i do now
i should- learn from my mistakes because it's the only way to move forward in this world