Jan 14, 2009 00:25
it's cold here at Tokyo... i love winter, but not without snow
gah!! sometimes i feel that winter's wind is much more colder than when it's snowing sniff sniff *wipe her nose*
well, today, i actually got 2 mail from different source, an e-mail and usual letter
both of them contained refusal on my job apply *sniff sniff* hah... i hav sent 5? and they kept rejecting mine *sniff* though in the end, i can't really complain bout it, lots of my friend having hard time finding jobs too... as for me whois a foreigner, it'll be much more harsh *dry laughs* ma, i'll be sending some more after this
hopes everything goes well...
one of the main reason for having job, actually is not just i wanna stay here, but somehow i really want my mom happy that i've found some work... and of course she can raise her head up against some stupid relatives who seems to think that me and my sister is just a money spender orz *relatives can be complicated in a time*
hopes everything goes well ne...
i only slept around 3 hours last night, but somehow my head is so full that keeps me awake
need to stop thinking bout the refusal!! gah!!
oyasumi