May 24, 2006 01:45
There's someone I used to know. When I think about that person, I still get this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Just guilt, perhaps, since I seem to regret just about everything I do to some extent. I don't even know why I think about it still; maybe it's just the manifestation of my frustrations with my current life. But the beauty of hindsight and all that, blah blah blah...What can you do?
Anyway, I think I want to talk to people again--I feel so bored and unfulfilled. If anyone sees this, please feel free to message me so I don't go insane. I promise, I'm capable of a semi-interesting conversation once you get me going. Plus there are folks out there I owe a good conversation to, provided they don't hate me beyond belief at this point. It would be nice if I had some willing visitors, but that whole subject kind of makes me bitter. I guess it doesn't matter.
P.S. That new Dr. Pepper is good. I put Jaeger in it, like I put Jaeger in everything. I think I should be the new spokesperson for Jaegermeister because a) they don't have one that I know of; b) I drink it all the time; and c) I couldn't be worse than that chink-eyed moron Tony Sinclair, a.k.a. the Tanqueray Guy.