yes, yes they should...
what am i talking about?
so last night,
yuki84 and i got to talking. i told her i was having a hard time figuring out how to make my 2 main characters fall in love w/ each other. over the course of our conversation, i finally layed down the structure and plots itself (more like 20 chapters in). guess it helps writing it down to see it clearly (thank you yuki-chan!!). then i told her i had a problem writing the romantic hero's character (personality-wise) cos i don't know him that well so we started dissecting him and did a little role-playing in turn. that was actually fun!!
that was when i saw it. out of all the characters i could think of, and others i might yet have to create, she's the ONE. There's no doubt about that now. Hanari is the one for Nino. And whatever girl i might try to create for him, nobody can hold a candle to her. She's everything he ever wanted/needed. I just...don't see him with anyone else but her. Not saying this cos she's my creation but...i do have another Nino hetero fic planned (though not yet written) in the future and i'm thinking already abt what girl he should date. But its too hard!!! Nino deserves a special kind of girl because he deserves a special kind of care/love cos he's "special" too!! It will take pretty much a girl with guts to put up with him and i...i still can't see anyone with him other than her. in my mind, its just not possible.
so i woke up this morning at 8 (slept at 2 am). and when i woke up, this really weird feeling of happiness and calmness washed down over me. i swear, i haven't felt like this waking up (or going to sleep) in a very long time (like waking up happy and contented). then it all came back to me. i slept soundly because of the 2 of them. I didn't even expect it but i fell in love for this ship. Hanari/Nino is by far one of my most favorite ship in the fiction world (along w/ Ueda/Aiba, Keiko/Aiba and Jun/Eriko). Its very rare for me to find couples that i'm actually happy for, let alone be rooting for. But those two, they're...*sighs*... those two, in my opinion, should be together.
[and screw anyone who doesn't say they should....]
[i'm not actually rooting for Ohno/Emiko. yeah, i like them and they're also one of my favorites, but not that much. It's cos i know they're really in love with each other and i know that their getting together is inevitable...]
its so weird cos, w/ only 5 hours of sleep, i still feel somewhat relaxed. like i'm happy...
[and come to think of it now, i wonder why i haven't read alot of Nino hetero fics. There aren't alot out there. Probably because writing him is such a challenge, which is something i love to take on (in this case, anyway). Maybe i'm destined to be the one writing his hetero fics...hmmm...]
better get some short shut-eye. i'm getting tired and i feel like a cold coming on...