145th Entry
Havn't updated in forever. Well, I went to China for the summer, and Japan. Pictures will be my memories. I want to forget all the fun ones, and
I'M SUCH A LOSER FOR NOT GETTING PLASTIC TREE'S AUTOGRAPH.
Ahem...Yeah, I saw them on the same train I was on in Japan, and shyness fucking regrets man.
Well, back into school, new principal, new schedule style, everything is not working out for my friends. Some can manage, some cannot, every thing's twisting. I hate all my classes. I refuse to "start" new relationships with more people. I can't trust anyone. As much as I hate to say it, I'm not going to say it.
Too much is going through my mind. I need to concentrate on school. I must manage time and do well for my family. I can't slack off anymore. I'm a teenager.....teenager. Huh. What makes a teenager a teenager? If school's are so aware that this is supposedly "drama age" or "stressed kids", why don't they bend the rough a bit? Oh of course, that'll eventually lead to laziness.
Another thing. Society. So fucking lazy!!! God just seeing so many high achievers, they throw everything away just because they don't want to do it, or they don't think it's going to affect their grade, that's no excuse to just play games instead. They'll regret big time, they'll fuck up big time, and go "emo". All this emotional crap is really pissing me off. I'd really want to tell them that this is life; life is fucked up but so are you if you continue living this way.
That leads to another thing. People are getting way too sensitive, and i'm sort of catching on. Things are going to be rough, but the best way to handle something is ROCK HARD on the head.
But everything's really crazy and hectic. I wasn't expecting such a drastic difference from Freshman to Sophomore. Or maybe it's cause the change of rules, things are more "bleh". Friends are getting different schedules, and friends from other schools, aren't working out. I feel there's no more friendship in it. Just "I know you so I can say hi to you" and that's it. People are such devoted liars.
Another thing, in general life for me. I feel real spoiled. I don't know. I never thought I'd be one, but then as I reply to my siblings, and how I treat them, as if I am the boss. I have no right to be ordering my sister's around. I have no right to have them get me whatever I want, and for their gift, I have cheep shit.
Well, lots has been going through my head, but I never recall. Hope everyone is doing well. I'm going to finish my English homework now. Damn I'm going to be very sleepy tomorrow.
Hm. I'm going to see the Simpsons Movie apparently tomorrow. Cool.
I'M SUCH A LOSER FOR NOT GETTING PLASTIC TREE'S AUTOGRAPH.
Ahem...Yeah, I saw them on the same train I was on in Japan, and shyness fucking regrets man.
Well, back into school, new principal, new schedule style, everything is not working out for my friends. Some can manage, some cannot, every thing's twisting. I hate all my classes. I refuse to "start" new relationships with more people. I can't trust anyone. As much as I hate to say it, I'm not going to say it.
Too much is going through my mind. I need to concentrate on school. I must manage time and do well for my family. I can't slack off anymore. I'm a teenager.....teenager. Huh. What makes a teenager a teenager? If school's are so aware that this is supposedly "drama age" or "stressed kids", why don't they bend the rough a bit? Oh of course, that'll eventually lead to laziness.
Another thing. Society. So fucking lazy!!! God just seeing so many high achievers, they throw everything away just because they don't want to do it, or they don't think it's going to affect their grade, that's no excuse to just play games instead. They'll regret big time, they'll fuck up big time, and go "emo". All this emotional crap is really pissing me off. I'd really want to tell them that this is life; life is fucked up but so are you if you continue living this way.
That leads to another thing. People are getting way too sensitive, and i'm sort of catching on. Things are going to be rough, but the best way to handle something is ROCK HARD on the head.
But everything's really crazy and hectic. I wasn't expecting such a drastic difference from Freshman to Sophomore. Or maybe it's cause the change of rules, things are more "bleh". Friends are getting different schedules, and friends from other schools, aren't working out. I feel there's no more friendship in it. Just "I know you so I can say hi to you" and that's it. People are such devoted liars.
Another thing, in general life for me. I feel real spoiled. I don't know. I never thought I'd be one, but then as I reply to my siblings, and how I treat them, as if I am the boss. I have no right to be ordering my sister's around. I have no right to have them get me whatever I want, and for their gift, I have cheep shit.
Well, lots has been going through my head, but I never recall. Hope everyone is doing well. I'm going to finish my English homework now. Damn I'm going to be very sleepy tomorrow.
Hm. I'm going to see the Simpsons Movie apparently tomorrow. Cool.