Sakura no Hanabira
Title : Sakura no Hanabira
Author : midori_013
Pairing : inoobu
Rating : PG
Genre : angst
Warning : i am sorry for a lot of grammar error coz i am not good in english. m( _ _)m
Summary : I decided to start a new life, a new life without you and our memories like a sakura petal which falling from the tree without tried to come back again to the that tree. *suck at summary*. Inoo POV
sakura is blooming and the petals are falling from the trees cause of the wind. Ah, it’s spring again, it’s time for the flowers blooming beautifully. Everyone will be busy with hanami time with their family, friends, and so on. i walked alone in this street which full of students who just finished their school time. I put both of my hand at my pants pocket and still walked at this street until i found a small park at the end of this street. I decided to stop and walking to that park direction, and found a spot which can make me rest a bit in that park.i found a bench and starts to sitting at that bench. I was observed that park and it been years i didn’t went to this park and everything still same, nothing change at all. Theres still green swings and pool sand not far from this bench, and i still can find a lot of childrens playing happily at this park. I just smiling when i remembered that a lot of happened at this park. Ah,it been 7 years i didn’t went to this park and it still not change at all, still the same. How about you? it been 7 years i knew you... are you still a same person like this park which not change at all?
I met you for the first time at this park.7 years ago, when i was still first grade high schooler. that time, i still remember that i walked in this same street from the school but suddenly when i reached at this park a ball hit my head hardly, and i was so dizzy that time, but luckily i still can stand properly. I really mad to the person who kicked the ball, but i don’t know what made my anger was faded that time when i saw you ran rushly from your spot before. i still remembered when you approached me with your guilty face, you’re panting hardly that time. You bent down your head so deeply and said “i am so sorry” more than three times. I don’t know why, i can’t mad at you that time, so i just smiled at you and said “i am fine”. And you know, that i can’t handle my heart beat which become faster when you looked up to me with your no eyes smile. I don’t know why but my heart become so happy that time, i don’t know what the best words to expressed my feeling that time, it’s like something blooming at my heart, and it’s like butterfly flying happily in my heart. Do you still remembered that time when you said “i am so sorry for what happened before” and you silent for a moment then you offered your right hand to me and said “my name is yabu kota, and you?” do you still remembered that time kou? i don’t know if you still remembered it or not, but until now i still remember that time, the first time i met you, the first time i saw your smiling face, the first time you offered your hand and said your name, and the first time i touched your smooth hand and said “my name is inoo kei, nice to meet you”.
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“onii-chan, i am so sorry if the ball hit your leg before.”
“onii-chan?” a children voice brought me to the reality and i found a liltle boy standing in front of my seat with a ball at his hand. he just bowed his head and showed his guilty face. I just smiling at him and stroke his hair gently.
“what’s wrong?” i said to him and he looked up at me as i stroke his hair gently.
“i am so sorry if the ball hit your leg before.” he said still with his guilty face. Eh, did his ball hit my leg? Hahaha, baka da ne, i didn’t recognized if the ball hit my leg cause i just focused remembering about him and our past.
“daijoubu. See, my leg is fine right?” i am smiling to him as moving my leg to make sure that my leg is really fine. then his face change, he’s smiling to me.
“yokatta ne. Hehe. Jya ne onii-chan.” then he starts to leave me alone again at this spot. But before he starts walking to his friends direction, he takes my right hand and make me opened my palm. Then he puts a candy on my palm. I was shocked when he took my hand before, but then i was smiled when saw a candy with blue wrap.
“this candy is for you. thank you onii-chan. byebye.” Then he turned his body and starts to walking away from my spot. I still looking at him until his vanish from my sight. Then i look at the candy and i just can smile when i saw it. i turned that candy and found a word at the wrap. “thank you” was writing at that candy’s wrap. Ne kou, still remember this candy?
I still remembered about this candy, when you gave it to me 5 years ago at this same park, 2 years after i knew you and we become a best friend. That time as usual we back home together from the school, and we took a rest at this park. We sat at the same bench like today, sitting next to each other. as usual we laughing and joking together but suddenly you silent in the moment, and took my right hand like the boy did to me before, then you puts the candy at my right palm. I just can blink my eyes that time, so confused with your attitude.
“just turned it and read the word.” You said to me when you saw my confused face. Then i turned that candy and found “I love You” word.
“what this mean?” i said to you, still confused what do you mean by gave me that candy and found that “I Love You” word at that candy. Then you look at me with your serious face and cupped my face with your hand. again, i just can blink my eyes and confused what happened to you that time.
But then without said anywords, you pressed your lips to my lips. i felt like theres a electric at my body which can make all of my body become so hot and my cheeks blushing hardly. Yes, you took my first kiss kou, my sweet first kiss. then i just close my eyes to feel your lips which really mke me become so addicted to taste it again.
“i love you kei, not only as a best friend, but i love you more than that. i just realized it now that i can’t life without you. wanna be mine?” you said to me as you parted your lips from mine. i was silent in the moment and then i just nodded my head as sign that i wanna become yours. Then you hugged me tightly and said “thank you” to me for many times. Ne kou, do you stilll remember that time? Like i said before until now i still remember that time and our first kiss.
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I just speechless when i found a letter at my study desk 2 years ago, a letter which make my world become dark. I don’t know what to say that time when i found the letter, i just can kneel down and cried hardly. What is my fault kou? what is my fault that can make you left me alone without said anything? without said anything you left me alone here, until now i still can’t find what my fault actually which made you left me alone. You just said sorry and good bye at that letter. Am i not a good lover for you? are you boring with me? or are you not love me again? that questions always popped up at my head. and 2 years has passed but i still can’t find you. how many months have passed again you will make me waiting for you? how many years again you will make me waiting for you here? i was so tired kou, i was so tired waiting for you here.
I just looked up to the sky and feel the soft wind which stroke my hair as the sakura’s petals was falling from the trees, and the people talking and laughing happily with their own world, happy cause they have a person who can make a happiness for them.
I closed my eyes as i decided to forget everything about you, about us and our past. I don’t know how many time i was spent to think about you and cried for you, i don’t know how many time i was spent to searched you, i don’t know kou. i was so tired, really i was so tired. Today i decided to forgot all about you, i decided to closed all of our memories and our past. I want to move on, i want to find a happiness again.
I opened my eyes slowly and standing from that bench, start to walked away from that park as i start to closed all of our memories. I walked alone at this street while everyone was happy with their couple or their friends. I put both of my hand at my pants pocket and mumbling some lyric from my favorite song. I decided to start a new life, a new life without you and our memories like a sakura petal which falling from the tree without tried to come back again to the that tree. i hope i can life happily like my life when i was still with you. Ne kou, let’s continue our life... our new life, with our own world... hope you will happy with your new life without me and hope me too will be happy with my new life without you... can i said the last words for you before i start my new life now?
“I love you from the bottom of my heart kou”
---owari---
A/N : this fic special for smile_hamster........ happy birhday mint-chan!!! ^_^..... wish u all the best. this gift for you,, about your sissy and JUMP leader,,, but gomen if i make angst for this fic ne... hope you like it mint-chan.... once again,,, happy birthday!!!!!!!
ah... and this candy is for you..... like yabu gave it to your sissy.......^_^
Ganbatte mint-chan.......\(^o^)/
Author : midori_013
Pairing : inoobu
Rating : PG
Genre : angst
Warning : i am sorry for a lot of grammar error coz i am not good in english. m( _ _)m
Summary : I decided to start a new life, a new life without you and our memories like a sakura petal which falling from the tree without tried to come back again to the that tree. *suck at summary*. Inoo POV
sakura is blooming and the petals are falling from the trees cause of the wind. Ah, it’s spring again, it’s time for the flowers blooming beautifully. Everyone will be busy with hanami time with their family, friends, and so on. i walked alone in this street which full of students who just finished their school time. I put both of my hand at my pants pocket and still walked at this street until i found a small park at the end of this street. I decided to stop and walking to that park direction, and found a spot which can make me rest a bit in that park.i found a bench and starts to sitting at that bench. I was observed that park and it been years i didn’t went to this park and everything still same, nothing change at all. Theres still green swings and pool sand not far from this bench, and i still can find a lot of childrens playing happily at this park. I just smiling when i remembered that a lot of happened at this park. Ah,it been 7 years i didn’t went to this park and it still not change at all, still the same. How about you? it been 7 years i knew you... are you still a same person like this park which not change at all?
I met you for the first time at this park.7 years ago, when i was still first grade high schooler. that time, i still remember that i walked in this same street from the school but suddenly when i reached at this park a ball hit my head hardly, and i was so dizzy that time, but luckily i still can stand properly. I really mad to the person who kicked the ball, but i don’t know what made my anger was faded that time when i saw you ran rushly from your spot before. i still remembered when you approached me with your guilty face, you’re panting hardly that time. You bent down your head so deeply and said “i am so sorry” more than three times. I don’t know why, i can’t mad at you that time, so i just smiled at you and said “i am fine”. And you know, that i can’t handle my heart beat which become faster when you looked up to me with your no eyes smile. I don’t know why but my heart become so happy that time, i don’t know what the best words to expressed my feeling that time, it’s like something blooming at my heart, and it’s like butterfly flying happily in my heart. Do you still remembered that time when you said “i am so sorry for what happened before” and you silent for a moment then you offered your right hand to me and said “my name is yabu kota, and you?” do you still remembered that time kou? i don’t know if you still remembered it or not, but until now i still remember that time, the first time i met you, the first time i saw your smiling face, the first time you offered your hand and said your name, and the first time i touched your smooth hand and said “my name is inoo kei, nice to meet you”.
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“onii-chan, i am so sorry if the ball hit your leg before.”
“onii-chan?” a children voice brought me to the reality and i found a liltle boy standing in front of my seat with a ball at his hand. he just bowed his head and showed his guilty face. I just smiling at him and stroke his hair gently.
“what’s wrong?” i said to him and he looked up at me as i stroke his hair gently.
“i am so sorry if the ball hit your leg before.” he said still with his guilty face. Eh, did his ball hit my leg? Hahaha, baka da ne, i didn’t recognized if the ball hit my leg cause i just focused remembering about him and our past.
“daijoubu. See, my leg is fine right?” i am smiling to him as moving my leg to make sure that my leg is really fine. then his face change, he’s smiling to me.
“yokatta ne. Hehe. Jya ne onii-chan.” then he starts to leave me alone again at this spot. But before he starts walking to his friends direction, he takes my right hand and make me opened my palm. Then he puts a candy on my palm. I was shocked when he took my hand before, but then i was smiled when saw a candy with blue wrap.
“this candy is for you. thank you onii-chan. byebye.” Then he turned his body and starts to walking away from my spot. I still looking at him until his vanish from my sight. Then i look at the candy and i just can smile when i saw it. i turned that candy and found a word at the wrap. “thank you” was writing at that candy’s wrap. Ne kou, still remember this candy?
I still remembered about this candy, when you gave it to me 5 years ago at this same park, 2 years after i knew you and we become a best friend. That time as usual we back home together from the school, and we took a rest at this park. We sat at the same bench like today, sitting next to each other. as usual we laughing and joking together but suddenly you silent in the moment, and took my right hand like the boy did to me before, then you puts the candy at my right palm. I just can blink my eyes that time, so confused with your attitude.
“just turned it and read the word.” You said to me when you saw my confused face. Then i turned that candy and found “I love You” word.
“what this mean?” i said to you, still confused what do you mean by gave me that candy and found that “I Love You” word at that candy. Then you look at me with your serious face and cupped my face with your hand. again, i just can blink my eyes and confused what happened to you that time.
But then without said anywords, you pressed your lips to my lips. i felt like theres a electric at my body which can make all of my body become so hot and my cheeks blushing hardly. Yes, you took my first kiss kou, my sweet first kiss. then i just close my eyes to feel your lips which really mke me become so addicted to taste it again.
“i love you kei, not only as a best friend, but i love you more than that. i just realized it now that i can’t life without you. wanna be mine?” you said to me as you parted your lips from mine. i was silent in the moment and then i just nodded my head as sign that i wanna become yours. Then you hugged me tightly and said “thank you” to me for many times. Ne kou, do you stilll remember that time? Like i said before until now i still remember that time and our first kiss.
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I just speechless when i found a letter at my study desk 2 years ago, a letter which make my world become dark. I don’t know what to say that time when i found the letter, i just can kneel down and cried hardly. What is my fault kou? what is my fault that can make you left me alone without said anything? without said anything you left me alone here, until now i still can’t find what my fault actually which made you left me alone. You just said sorry and good bye at that letter. Am i not a good lover for you? are you boring with me? or are you not love me again? that questions always popped up at my head. and 2 years has passed but i still can’t find you. how many months have passed again you will make me waiting for you? how many years again you will make me waiting for you here? i was so tired kou, i was so tired waiting for you here.
I just looked up to the sky and feel the soft wind which stroke my hair as the sakura’s petals was falling from the trees, and the people talking and laughing happily with their own world, happy cause they have a person who can make a happiness for them.
I closed my eyes as i decided to forget everything about you, about us and our past. I don’t know how many time i was spent to think about you and cried for you, i don’t know how many time i was spent to searched you, i don’t know kou. i was so tired, really i was so tired. Today i decided to forgot all about you, i decided to closed all of our memories and our past. I want to move on, i want to find a happiness again.
I opened my eyes slowly and standing from that bench, start to walked away from that park as i start to closed all of our memories. I walked alone at this street while everyone was happy with their couple or their friends. I put both of my hand at my pants pocket and mumbling some lyric from my favorite song. I decided to start a new life, a new life without you and our memories like a sakura petal which falling from the tree without tried to come back again to the that tree. i hope i can life happily like my life when i was still with you. Ne kou, let’s continue our life... our new life, with our own world... hope you will happy with your new life without me and hope me too will be happy with my new life without you... can i said the last words for you before i start my new life now?
“I love you from the bottom of my heart kou”
---owari---
A/N : this fic special for smile_hamster........ happy birhday mint-chan!!! ^_^..... wish u all the best. this gift for you,, about your sissy and JUMP leader,,, but gomen if i make angst for this fic ne... hope you like it mint-chan.... once again,,, happy birthday!!!!!!!
ah... and this candy is for you..... like yabu gave it to your sissy.......^_^
Ganbatte mint-chan.......\(^o^)/