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it seems i have a talent for ruining friendships..
i know, i know.. i promised not to think like this anymore. and i know sher, bambam jason, chie, alex, pam, and arhey, among others will be really piss at me when they found out about this. and yes, i can feel your virtual batok nudges...
but what if it were true.. what if i was wired this way to create chaos and destroy friendships..
obviously, i feel to blame that a friend of mine feels the way that he feels right now..
i dont know how to make him feel better or how to assure him that what he thinks is not so..
and i do feel that i am somehow.. ok.. that it is my fault.. thinking about it, he did give me strict instructions not to mention his participation in a certain issue..
memory gap!! i feel so utterly sad and helpless.. even bno cant make me smile..
i know, i know.. i promised not to think like this anymore. and i know sher, bambam jason, chie, alex, pam, and arhey, among others will be really piss at me when they found out about this. and yes, i can feel your virtual batok nudges...
but what if it were true.. what if i was wired this way to create chaos and destroy friendships..
obviously, i feel to blame that a friend of mine feels the way that he feels right now..
i dont know how to make him feel better or how to assure him that what he thinks is not so..
and i do feel that i am somehow.. ok.. that it is my fault.. thinking about it, he did give me strict instructions not to mention his participation in a certain issue..
memory gap!! i feel so utterly sad and helpless.. even bno cant make me smile..