complicated
im feeling emo these days again.. i guess its because of gwen stefani's 4 in the monring song playing in the background...
all i wanted was to know im safe
dont want to lose the love i found
remember when you said that you would change
dont let me down
its not fair, how you are
i cant be complete, can you give me more?
and all i know is,
you've got to give me everything,
nothing less cause, you know ill give you all of me
ill give you everything that i am ever am
handing over everything that ive got
cause i want to have a true love,
dont want to have to go and give you up
stay up till four in the morning
and the tears are falling and i want to make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time
baby if were going to do it, let's do it right
or maybe it was kambal's text when i asked him why he likes the gurl that he likes so much
and i quote, "dnt wana put it in words kc words dminish the way i feel," although he still tried and said,
"because she always can make me smile even at times when i dont want to and even if she doesnt do anything..because of the fact that she refuses to ever completely grow up and i like that about her...
because i feel like i can be dumb around her without being dumb... because laitera sya pero i like her that way. i like the way she smiles.. she turns red so easily.. at saka lumalabas dimples *smiley*
i like the way she pouts *smiley* and cute cute.. anu pa ba?! because i want to take care of her *smiley* cant help it. want to give her things and show her places and see her happy.. because eventhough she's the least thoughtful person ive met, she still brings happiness in me (sic) and i realize that she really is a cute cute gurl and hate myself for not having taken the time to tell her so.. "
im not used to typing my blog in a text manner, so i completed the words that he said in his text.. sweet di ba.. the gurl he likes is so lucky to have someone like kambal fall helplessly in love with her.. though, i think kambal is so kawawa.. im not sure the gurl likes him the way that he does.. or maybe she will if only kambal will have the courage to tell her everything he's told me..
or maybe im emo because my life is so complicated because of my doing and yet again i just really want to run away from it.. maybe because im scared as shit about the things that ive done or that of what i want to do because i know it will eventually just mess everything else up.. because that's what im good up, messing things up..
how come i kind of never recovered from everything else.. how is that so?!? hayyy..
im too complicated... sometimes, i dont even understand myself.. make that, most of the time, i dont understand myself.. dang!
or maybe im just about to have my period again...
all i wanted was to know im safe
dont want to lose the love i found
remember when you said that you would change
dont let me down
its not fair, how you are
i cant be complete, can you give me more?
and all i know is,
you've got to give me everything,
nothing less cause, you know ill give you all of me
ill give you everything that i am ever am
handing over everything that ive got
cause i want to have a true love,
dont want to have to go and give you up
stay up till four in the morning
and the tears are falling and i want to make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time
baby if were going to do it, let's do it right
or maybe it was kambal's text when i asked him why he likes the gurl that he likes so much
and i quote, "dnt wana put it in words kc words dminish the way i feel," although he still tried and said,
"because she always can make me smile even at times when i dont want to and even if she doesnt do anything..because of the fact that she refuses to ever completely grow up and i like that about her...
because i feel like i can be dumb around her without being dumb... because laitera sya pero i like her that way. i like the way she smiles.. she turns red so easily.. at saka lumalabas dimples *smiley*
i like the way she pouts *smiley* and cute cute.. anu pa ba?! because i want to take care of her *smiley* cant help it. want to give her things and show her places and see her happy.. because eventhough she's the least thoughtful person ive met, she still brings happiness in me (sic) and i realize that she really is a cute cute gurl and hate myself for not having taken the time to tell her so.. "
im not used to typing my blog in a text manner, so i completed the words that he said in his text.. sweet di ba.. the gurl he likes is so lucky to have someone like kambal fall helplessly in love with her.. though, i think kambal is so kawawa.. im not sure the gurl likes him the way that he does.. or maybe she will if only kambal will have the courage to tell her everything he's told me..
or maybe im emo because my life is so complicated because of my doing and yet again i just really want to run away from it.. maybe because im scared as shit about the things that ive done or that of what i want to do because i know it will eventually just mess everything else up.. because that's what im good up, messing things up..
how come i kind of never recovered from everything else.. how is that so?!? hayyy..
im too complicated... sometimes, i dont even understand myself.. make that, most of the time, i dont understand myself.. dang!
or maybe im just about to have my period again...