Cuz I'm on the outside, I'm lookin' in
I have been feeling such the outside lately. It's been persistent for about a month and a half, despite my efforts to ignore it. September was busy enough that ignoring it was easy, but now that I'm home again its much harder. And dance class hasn't start again. And Facebook just makes me feel worse and stalkerish. I really miss when FB was a way to actually communicate with people instead of overwhelmed with games and randomness and garbage. In fact I kind of hate facebook and want desperately to walk away from it....but if I do I suspect I will lose contact with a large number of friends...a fact which saddens me greatly and turned into one nasty cycle of love hate.
Blah. On top of that I realized this week that after 3 years I really need to find a new job, all the people I liked have left, and I don't like it so much anymore. I'd rather leave before I despise and hate it.
Blah. On top of that I realized this week that after 3 years I really need to find a new job, all the people I liked have left, and I don't like it so much anymore. I'd rather leave before I despise and hate it.