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[midnitesuicide]

Things are well.
...reasonably
..okay, better.

Im happy. As happy as I think I'll ever get.
But I miss a helluva lot of people.
Unfortunately some of my household doesnt get along with people I want to see..

...I love a boy. He makes me happy. Very happy.
I guess you could say he's a negative influence.. but Im good for him, so that's all that matters, right?
At least he's safe now... reasonably more so than he was..

my memory is continuing to lapse

...so clean you could eat off of me
yeah thats right

The only other thing is my random Amanda Disease has gotten worse. A lot worse.
cant eat
cant sleep
cant think
especially cant breathe...

but what good are doctors?

Pills, pills, pills...