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change is hard.. it is not a quick pain, nor is it slow and calm...it comes unanounced and lingers in the doorway.. you see it, and dread it.. and it stays there just long enough for you to drive yourself crazy with anxiety.. then it barges in, hitting you hard... even though you have been anticipating its entrance for days.. you cant escape it.. it wraps around you, holding you back from happiness and comfort.. it squeezes you tightly.. you cant breathe or think or even cry... your blood pushes hard through your veins and your heart is ready to give up.. the change is blinding you from reality and makes the choices you cannot think to decide yourself.. an eternity has past as your body gives in to its invaders drug...you open you eyes.. and see a different world... a dry deserted space you barely recognize as your life... change has come and forced you into a new life.. one you will need some time to familiarize to..
...maybe its better this way
...maybe its better this way