Jan 23, 2005 10:45
it is isnt it... thats what am trying to focus on.. the ridiculousness of it all...just so that i dont become overwhelmed by frustration and pure fucking, stab you in the back, blade sharp pain that i feel when i hear shit like that... well i guess i learned something from this mess..its good to know that i have bad judge of character, a naive heart and a flammable soul.. and a low opinion of myself.. for letting myself be burned for so long..
here's to all the poor bastards who still believe that the world has decent people in it.. and that friends will stick by you forever..
.. those poor bastards...