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I don't know what to do. After spending the last few years just getting in my own way and refusing to let go and really let it all in, I finally see the truth and it may be too late.
I met someone that I love, that I adore, that I want to wake up to every morning and fall asleep next to every night. I want to shout it, tell everyone, I want to make it permanent and forever.
It's a strange feeling...to be so sure and without doubt. No worries about being wrong, about there being someone else that might be a better fit or I might like better. There's a feeling of peace, of knowing my heart, that is so calming but exciting at the same time. Something I didn't believe really existed or would ever happen.
So what's the problem? We're not together, she's dating someone else. My heart is dangling on a thread of hope that there's still a chance for me. But I love her so much that I can't give up. She's worth waiting for. I love her. And in the end...it was simple, clear, obvious, magical, easy, and all that gushy girlie stuff I try to avoid admitting to...it was like they all said once I got out of my own way. So now?...I wait, I pray, I hope, I dream.
Mindy I love you. With all my heart.
I met someone that I love, that I adore, that I want to wake up to every morning and fall asleep next to every night. I want to shout it, tell everyone, I want to make it permanent and forever.
It's a strange feeling...to be so sure and without doubt. No worries about being wrong, about there being someone else that might be a better fit or I might like better. There's a feeling of peace, of knowing my heart, that is so calming but exciting at the same time. Something I didn't believe really existed or would ever happen.
So what's the problem? We're not together, she's dating someone else. My heart is dangling on a thread of hope that there's still a chance for me. But I love her so much that I can't give up. She's worth waiting for. I love her. And in the end...it was simple, clear, obvious, magical, easy, and all that gushy girlie stuff I try to avoid admitting to...it was like they all said once I got out of my own way. So now?...I wait, I pray, I hope, I dream.
Mindy I love you. With all my heart.