Jun 30, 2007 17:14
i don't know. maybe coming home isn't going to be what i think it's going to be. things are different. i don't want to be let down. but i know it'll happen because that's what happens in 5 years.
there will be good times. but....they won't be the good times i want back. of course, they will be new good times. which will make me sad for old ones.
i had a crazy dream last night, and lee was in it. i took it as a sign i needed to talk to him, but he's been away on aim. i hope everything is okay. it was a crazy dream though. i assume brought on by the nyquil.
i don't know what i'm getting myself into by coming home.
i'm going to clean my house.