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Oh man, yesterday was all kinds of bad… One of those no good very bad days.
I start off going into work… of course I sleep late and my dad finds it a necessity to be in the office by 8… making me leave by at least 7:15… so that was rough… and then I start thinking that its mikes last day in mass… so that just makes me sad
I go into the office… work allll day… take a break for lunch and go to the mall with laura so she could find a b/day present for her cousin, and it was so hard to not spend any money - did I mention my parents left me with $180 between my savings and checking account… they decided that they should take authority over my money and take it all out so I don’t spend it all… Anyways we go back to work… and then all of a sudden laura calls me over, and tells me that one of my friends mothers passed away the night before. Now I didn’t know the mother, nor was I best friends with her children, but I was still friends with them none the less… so I felt really bad. Then my dad decides to tell me that he needs to stay later in the office when I already told him that I wanted to go out when I got home… so basically we left an hour later than I needed to… and then everything was fine until I was on my way to Richards house…
so im drivin down Bartlett st. and hakim calls me… she asked me if I read one of our friends away messages, and I said no I was in the car driving blah blah blah blah… then she proceeds to tell me what it says, basically that there was a wake for another friends mother sometime. I was in shock so I immediately called my friend… by this time I was on lyman st. -and as you n/s’boronians know that road is terrible for its stupid speed limits. ANYways… I was on the phone with my friend… and she tells me that it was true and that her mother passes away earlier in the week. That just hit me so hard… granted I had only met her mom a few times… but just the fact that it was her mom… and that I hadn’t talked to my fried in forever… and me being tired… and the day I already had… it all just got to me and I started shaking and balling… so im still drivin on lyman st… and im going past chauncy pond.. and all of a sudden I see these blue lights flashing behind me. I was just like “oh fuck are you serious” the cop came up.. blah blah blah 42 in a 30 blah blah blah… I was shaking and sobbing and I explained what happened and he made me feel worse by saying well what if there was a child crossing the street and you couldn’t stop… then you’d be dealing with two losses instead of just one. Basically the guy was being a dick… but he let me off with a written warning. After pulling into a parking lot and calming down for a few mins I was back on my way to Richards…
yea so I get to richies house.. he isn’t even there… I go inside and upstairs and I find mike packing and Richards sister in her room… I saw mike and just wanted to cry… I was soooo tired and I just didn’t want to deal with anything. So I just chilled and watched some tv… Richard came home but then he stayed outside b/c he was working on his car… I had to stick my head out his window and call him an asshole for him to say hi… blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda… richies friend Miguel stopped by whom I hadn’t seen in a good year… so that was cool… but then mike and I had to go… we left grafton and went to Marlborough so mike could say goodbye to his friend nikki… we stopped by… watched that part of bruce almighty - where the new anchorman couldn’t talk right b/c jim carry was making him make funny noises - about three times I believe…
Then it was off to the NESC… mikes friend dave was working there… and so we were supposed to meet up with him and I was supposed to drop mike off there… and be home before 11 b/c my parents are mad cranky… we got there at like 10:35 and searched all 4 rinks and couldn’t find anyone that looked like him… we were sooo confused… mike tried calling daves cell phone… but that didn’t work… he tried calling nikki’s but she wasn’t picking up… so basically I had no where to drop mike off and I knew my dad would bitch if I was late… so I called the house. He picked up the phone saying ”yea you woke everybody in the house up” I explained to him what was going on and I asked if we could come back to our house and just chill till we figure out what was going on … and he was just like no b/c then hes gonna end up staying later and later and blah blah blah let him take the initiative and find out something to do blah blah blah and I just got fed up with him so I was like fine and I hung up. Then nikki called us back and said that dave was playing… not reff-ing so we found his team and waited till the game was over. And then it was time to pull up to the front and drop mike off… we waited until dave came out and we said goodbye and we were on our ways…
I was doing well until I got home... and he sent me a text message… and then I went online… and then he came online… and we started talking… and he was just making me feel so awesome after such a bad day… it mad me miss him already. L we both decided to call it a night b/c we were both exhausted…
This morning I woke up mad late as ususal… got dressed… went downstairs.. and I was getting ready to go and my dad looks at me and says, your going to wear a shirt over that right? I was like uhhh yea… I don’t know why it’s a shirt I wore into the office before… but problem is I was wearing them with wicked low pants… basically my dad was completely complaining about my outfit even though there was nothing wrong with it… it didn’t show midriff or back unless I bent over… but then all I had to do was tuck it back in.. I went downstairs and changed my shirt to get him off my back and he just looks at me and says, and that shirt is even shorter.. blah blah blah blah now that you have another tattoo blah blah blah blah.
Im way too tired to deal with my family… I want to go back to school!! I work all the time… so when im not working or sleeping I want to be having fun and out with my friends etc. but apparently im not allowed going out during the week anymore at night… what is this??? Am I in high school again?!
Ugh…
As hakim likes to put it…
“when’s labor day again?”
L