Feb 21, 2007 22:31
I've decided everyone in charge is retarded.
School officials are doing retarded things.
Government officials are doing retarded things.
The president is doing retarded things.
Basically, most people with any power and image are doing dumb irresponsible illogical things that would make no sense what so ever. and only do it to either highten their image or because they say so.
Like. who cuts OM budgets. ok i can see that. who tried to get out of bussing us to abington...
hm.
who keeps people onthe highway for 17 horus with no provisions.
hm.
who closes the major highways for 46 hours
who decides to go to iraq...blah blah blah
basically. anyone in charge of anything is not making good decisions. nothing is rational
its annoying.
in other news. my dad and his boss have run out of foundations. which means there's no work!
...this is me saying. great. no big income. hm. i see this as a slight problem. times 10. yes it worries me. becuase i need an eye doctor appt soon. and i've been getting sick. i just hope not doctor worthy sick. and i have to deposit college. and pay for college. and i wanted a car. but what about insurance.
so basically. who knows.
maybe i wont even have internet come next month.
not to mention OM problems
dusty and richard fail to see the CREATIVE USE OF MATERIALS thing on the problem. hmm.
no one wants to explore cross bracing. we have a week to explore all new possibilities. i'm racking my brain. idk where to look. i need a malleable yet rigid material that i can bend to make x's. i havent found it. idk where to look. i'm trying.
no one wants to do anything rational!! rawrrrrrrr
relay for life. need our sponsorship. need tosend out letter
FAFSA i need that. becuase i need someone to pay for college so i'm not 80 grand in debt.
i really want a car. and those polka dotted shoes. but right now i really can't have things like that...i mean i could but its not a good idea. i want things to be back to normal like...4 years ago normal.
Chris and I are almost 3 years old.
He's also level 70 in WoW. If he's not doing well in college I"m going to shoot him in the face becuase he's level 70. Whcih entails extended amount of WoW playing. and not studying for 2 tests he just took
But thats not my problem. it would be his
where as i, have to keep a 3.0 through college to get my teaching certificate.
i dont see how im going to go to disney...int he next 3 years let alone next may.
i don't see how anythings going to work out how i wanted it to
espeically if all the people in charge and with the power to do something are being so dumb.
i really wish i could get up there and tell people this and makea difference.
but i can't.
in other news i apologize for any jealousy and bitchyness this is crunch time and bitch week for kate. not a good combo. i wish i wasnt a bitch. i wish i wasnt jealous of other realtionships. i wish i didnt show it. i wish i wasnt sick. becuase if i got ridof this headache/exhaustion life would be nicer.
blargh. its almost 11 and i have to go to school tomorow. granted its a half day. which means more time to figure out this dumb structure business, clean my room and find a way to make money by sitting online.
love for you if you choose to accept it although i do not have much to give. espeically if you're in charge of important things and are making retarded decisions. yea thats you school and politicians. stop being so full of yourself and your popularity and image and do whats fucking right for people.