Little things just piss me off lately
I don't know what it is but I can't seem to stay happy lately. It seems that every little thing just pisses me off or gets me upset. I don't bounce around, I don't smile, I don't even sing as much as I used to. I have stalled yet again in my life. Why does this always happen close to my birthday and major holidays? I have been like this for the past few weeks. I wish I could just shut my brain off and go with it, but I can't. All I want to do is sleep lately. Atleast that way I don;t have to deal with things. I can't really stand to be around anyone. Everyone gets to me. Especially my housemate. Mainly cause I see him all the time and I let everything out on him. I don't mean to. I don't mean to do alot of things but I am thinking too much and therefore not thinking at all. If that makes sense. Whatever. Back to painting.