back again

Feb 24, 2006 11:44

last night i had the best experience of my life. I fell in loe again. After months, even years of floating around and trying to find that something, that spark...that when you feel it everything else stops and your there surrounded by emotion and lost to the world and found all at once...(for all you people out there that are thinking of something else....you don't know me well)

I was n broadway again last night...but this time it wasn't in my dreams. I watched the Color Purple on broadway. it didn't matter that i ws in the blacony or that the woman in front of had an unavoidable tick that made viewing close to imposibile and focusing even worse...cuz from the moments the lights went down and the music began...i was lost. It was wonderful...it was heaven or home...or something else almost more satisfying...

i've been away from the stage for too long. Its one of those things that you can push back and hide behind other dreams and hopes, but when it comes down to it...you can't hide your heart forever. Its that time again...

I don't know what that means, or what is implies. I don't know what I'm going to do...but I know where i belong...and where no matter what everything always comes together. No matter how hectic life is or how crazy things become...the stage will always be the stage...

and despite everything...I miss it...
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