*makes a woeful scream* booooooeeeeeeboo me and clarabelle created this lil pic that looks like it belongs in a scifi flick
broz driv kc easit scary green munchkin people.
simo..i always thought he had a satanic air about him
me mo me
I've been depressed lately, nothing to do, nothing to talk about, everything seems pointless. If someone asks me once more how are my exams are going I will do something most evil. My parents are the worst, they ask about every detail of the exam, they don't understand that once it's over there's no reason for thinking about it ever again, once it's done it's done, time to move on. I think I'm getting tonsilites again, grrr can't stand the itch which jsut can't be scratched. Last night I went to modern japanese restaurant with my papa, plum wine was so delish, I had this fish dish with orange marinate it was amazing like a party in my mouth! As you all know I've been depressed for a long time now, and with the HSC and changes in life all building up, I've been stuck in my own world of misery and hate of everything. I try and get out of my cycle of thought, it's very difficult when emotionally I'm stagnant. Sometimes I wake up to myself and can't understand why I think so negatively, things aren't to bad in my life, I'm very lucky in many ways, I guess it's difficult to apreciate your life from your own perspective.Life has been stationary for so long now, to escape reality or just to forget I sleep and sleep or I don't sleep at all for days. Lately I've been sleeping 3-4 hours a night, going to bed super late or not at all.