Mar 27, 2005 18:42
BlueEyedGirl4578: and hot londonesse boys
PixiGrL56: SOOOO MANYYYYy
PixiGrL56: they were like flowing
PixiGrL56: it was great
PixiGrL56: sooooooooooooo much hotter than here
PixiGrL56: its like kiwi cloned a thousand times but 25 times hotter
BlueEyedGirl4578: NNOOOOO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PixiGrL56: so way
spring break is over! BULLSHIT! Im mad now :( i was just starting to have fun.
Lets see, today I made plans to see Ethan but then he blew me off for Wenger and then he said "I'll call you right back" at like 1 30 and its not 6 45 and he still hasnt called. My moms right, hes too busy for a girlfriend. I never get to see him anymore..im starting to wonder if things will work out. Everyone I talk to is like, "well if you truly love eachother then things will work out for the better". I hope these people know what they're talking about. Its so depressing. O well, ill get over it-hopefully. On a lighter note, i got my dress!! On a not so light note, im scared ethan wont like it. I never thought being in love would suck so much cock. Like theres really good times that we have together but like EVERY SINGLE NIGHT we fight and we never EVER see eachother and he makes me feel like shit..by calling me names, saying fuck you, not calling me back and hanging up on me. Other than that things ARE GREAT!!! ANYWHO, after i found out that ethan wasnt going to call me back we went driving around jupiter lookin for an open store. We went to walgreens. It sooo fun. Me and Matt got Europtrip at blockbuster and then went home and watched it. FUNNY SHIT!!!
Anywho, i cant stop thinking about what i should do about ethan!! I dont want to break up with him and hopefully he wont break up with me but im so frustrated. HAHA Matt told me that Ethan and I need consoling(sp). I know!! I hope things work...i wish boys were nice...I can list a whole bunch of guys that have screwed me over...why are boys so mean!!!
Ive decided that im done crying and feelin bad because of dumb shit they do to me. Im going to go out and have fun and enjoy every second of life. You only live once!!!!!!
Piece out