web.
Everyone I know, is being hurt left and right.
Many of them are being heartbroken.
Some of them are being deprived of an education they deserved because of money.
A few are losing people they love.
And me, I am wishing that I could do something to help.
But I can't. I'm helpless as to how to make everything better.
I'm even helpless as to how I am supposed to deal my own silly problems.
Doing anything seems so useless right now.
Even trivial things like homework and liking someone.
What's the point doing, feeling anything when none of it is is going to matter.
People are leaving. People are staying.
Friendships and relationships are going to be put to the test.
And the biggest fear of mine:
Change.
I understand that change is inevitable, but I don't think I'm ready for such a big change that's awaiting me. I'm not ashamed to say that I'm scared. So scared of leaving everything behind and starting over again.
I need everything to be okay. But it's not.
*sighs*
Many of them are being heartbroken.
Some of them are being deprived of an education they deserved because of money.
A few are losing people they love.
And me, I am wishing that I could do something to help.
But I can't. I'm helpless as to how to make everything better.
I'm even helpless as to how I am supposed to deal my own silly problems.
Doing anything seems so useless right now.
Even trivial things like homework and liking someone.
What's the point doing, feeling anything when none of it is is going to matter.
People are leaving. People are staying.
Friendships and relationships are going to be put to the test.
And the biggest fear of mine:
Change.
I understand that change is inevitable, but I don't think I'm ready for such a big change that's awaiting me. I'm not ashamed to say that I'm scared. So scared of leaving everything behind and starting over again.
I need everything to be okay. But it's not.
*sighs*