oh my god

[midnightxtears]

my mom told me today that this lady she used to see at the cleaners, and around town died a couple nights in a car accident on route 101 after dropping her daughter off at keene state. i knew who this lady was too. she would come into shop n save alot where i work. sometimes she would be with her daughter. she always got paper and when she came through my line and i was bagging she didnt even have to ask i just new it was paper. she was the sweetest, kindest lady. her picture and story is on the front of the telegraph today. so take some time and read it. when my mom told me i was in shock and we both started to cry together. we didnt know this lady personally, but she said hello to her whenever she saw her and i can even see her face right now in shop n save as i hand her back her change. blonde curled out hair. her daughter has blonde hair too. its so sad. im i shock. complete shock. im more grateful than ever to be with both my parents, and my brothers. i cant imagine what her family is going through. Another mother died last week...natalia's mom. my brothers new her brothers i know her. i cant imagine what they must be going through too. why do people have to die? why cant we live until we're old in bed from natural causes. it scares me. thats why i say goodnight to my parents every single night before i go to sleep and that i love them. and i take every chance i get to tell someone i love them, and to hug them. or just to see them. even when my brothers leave to college i dont say i love you, but i make it a point to say bye, and to watch them leave. i love my brothers, i love my parents. those 4 people are the most important people in my life. with out them i just dont know....i do love my best friends too and i care about them just as much. but my family, my little family, is the most precious thing to me. nothing, nothing is worth losing any of them. please if i could ask for one thing in this world, it wouldnt be money, or a car, or the coolest clothes, it would be for my family and i to live long happy healthy lives and die as old people warm snug in our beds from natural causes. thats the one thing i wish for, every single day actually. i am so grateful. and so thankful.

to my family-
i love you mom, dad, joe and mike.

-liz