I CANT TAKE IT.
How come EVERY time something goes GOOD in my life, something has to fucking kill me? Or, whenever something is bad, something makes it worse? Is it just me? I know, other people have something like this BUT ALL THE GODDAMNED TIME? I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU ARE RUINING MY LIFE EVEN MORE DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE
Great, here come the waterworks again. I can't take it anymore. I can't i can't I can't stand living like this. I'm barely happy anymore I just don't know what to do. AND YOU'RE SUCH A LIAR. I hate you. IF he ever comes back, he's out of here for sure this time. This time. You're not doing this again. Ripping out my bruised heart from 1000 miles away and eating at it's flesh and staring into my eyes with a huge smile on your face. Bloody fingers, bloody face can't get enough. Didn't the first time. You're doing it again. I'm just feeling empty. Again. In my chest, my stomache, my head, everything. Nothing works out right.
Is this worth living?
Great, here come the waterworks again. I can't take it anymore. I can't i can't I can't stand living like this. I'm barely happy anymore I just don't know what to do. AND YOU'RE SUCH A LIAR. I hate you. IF he ever comes back, he's out of here for sure this time. This time. You're not doing this again. Ripping out my bruised heart from 1000 miles away and eating at it's flesh and staring into my eyes with a huge smile on your face. Bloody fingers, bloody face can't get enough. Didn't the first time. You're doing it again. I'm just feeling empty. Again. In my chest, my stomache, my head, everything. Nothing works out right.
Is this worth living?