Nov 15, 2003 19:21
i sat in the shower. trying to cry.
not being able to bring myself to it.
i'm really scared. i just wish he would call me. i hope he's not in trouble.
i hope he's not hurt.
i've figured that he should to whatever he wants. it's not my life. as much as I care, it's not my business.
but why isnt he calling?
mom said i can wean myself off of zoloft. if i start crying and hating my life and everything about it again im going back on it.