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So I spent last night waiting for a phone call that never came. I took advantage of the unexpected (and unwanted) night on my own to curl up with freezies and tea and watched the Canuck game. I took comfort in recieving the wake up text message this morning, thinking that it meant the night before was just a misunderstanding and one time occurance. I showered and then spent the afternoon waiting for a reply to my "I'm ready .. where are we meeting?" text. Eventually I ended up at the mall just in case he decided to call. I didn't want to be the kind of girl who sits on the couch staring at the phone. I bought some socks and headed to a friends apartment and watched America's Next Top Model and ate ice cream, all with my cell phone attached to my hip. I came home expecting an email, a message, a note, something, only to find nothing. I made some dinner (since i never got my dinner from him) and watched gilmore girls and found myself getting angrier and more upset.
The lame apology came at 1:00am. The silly fight that followed didn't make me feel better. He asked if I was mad and I said no .. probably with a little too much attitude. He said he felt like a jerk, and he was sorry but it wasn't really his fault because he waited and then went out with his work friends. He said I could have called and maybe I could have but this being the second occurance in two days just made me too angry and too comfortable in my feelings that if he really wanted to hang out HE'D call ME.
I feel like I may be acting immature but I'm mad.
The lame apology came at 1:00am. The silly fight that followed didn't make me feel better. He asked if I was mad and I said no .. probably with a little too much attitude. He said he felt like a jerk, and he was sorry but it wasn't really his fault because he waited and then went out with his work friends. He said I could have called and maybe I could have but this being the second occurance in two days just made me too angry and too comfortable in my feelings that if he really wanted to hang out HE'D call ME.
I feel like I may be acting immature but I'm mad.