A fork in the road? No, a whole cutlery set..
So, this has become a habit with me, I disapear for ages on this thing and then come back rather untriumphantly with this huge update of all the things I've done..oh you poor suckahs who read this..lol
Firstly, why I've been gone aka my week as a deaf drugged out person: I had the most wicked of all ear infections. Last Saturday I had to call in to work sick cause I could hardly hear out of my right ear, to top it off my mom was terribly sick. So, I walk over to the store feeling all dizzy and looking like garbage warmed over and bought sick supplies, i.e.:Kleenex,Tylenol flu, Ginger Ale,etc...and I bought these ear drops for myself that were supposed to get rid of water in the ear which is what I thought I had..hehe, keyword being !THOUGHT! So, I return home and give mom her medicine and then she puts the drop in my ear...What went off in my head was something like this: "holyshitwhatthehelldidsomeonelightamatchinmy-omfgwhatthehellmakeitstopmakeitstop!!!!!!!!" (yes it all ran together like that because when you are in excrutiating pain good grammar and punctuation have no place..lol) All I could manage outwardly was to scream and run around like a chicken with my head cut off pouring water on my ear. It was the kind of pain that makes your brain feel like its dying, makes you dizzy and want to puke all at once. UGH! After I'd recovered I barely slept but still crazily went to work the Monday with everyone singing my praises because I made it in and I worked so hard, HELLO! I work that hard EVERYDAY!! Wheres my thanks then?!grrr. I couldn't take it anymore and went to the doctor the next day, turns out my ear canal was swollen almost completely shut. They gave me more drops to use and sent me home. I thought I'd be fine but oh wait they forgot one thing, I'm in pain! Loads of pain! Especially beacause when you put these drops in a tiny space that is not only swollen but burned its not a very nice thing. So, I had to take my moms Zanax and I started saying weird things like how Australias nice because of kangaroos and Heath Ledger (yes I truly said that lmao)..needless to say other than making me a blathering idiot they didn't help much. The next morning my moms friend came to pick her up and she brought these huge horse pill sized pain pills I don't even know what they were and am afraid to know,lol. They knocked me out I slept for hours and hardly ate cause i was dizzy and nauseous. Then my mom got the doc to get me tylenol with codene. So needless to say I've been a deaf drug addict for days now,lol. I'm finally starting to feel better, but not great. Hopefully I'll feel completely better soon.
As most of you know, they are selling my apartment, what you didn't know was my mom is more than likely going to lose her job very soon, because her boss is satan in heels. We were throwing around ideas of what to do and what it comes down to is I have two choices: 1) I can move off to a new state with my mom selling some of my stuff and taking the tax return money to pay for it. Right now it looks like the main place she wants to go is Savannah, Georgia. or 2) I can take half of the money and get my own place here or wherever, this means I'd have to find a roommate because I obviously couldn't afford a place on my own. I'm conflicted. Savannah seems nice, the places are lovely and well priced. It would also be an adventure, and I'm kind of afraid of what my mom might do if she was alone because of some of the things she's said lately. However, on the flip side, this is my chance to be on my own and get a place. I'm also not sure, no matter how seemingly lovely, that Savannah is the right place for me. I love nature, but I love the city lights and I don't think the kind of city I've been dreaming of is Savannah. Savannah could be a stepping stone though. I'm just not sure. I'm having a lot of trouble with the situation because its so incredibly confusing. Argh.
On to good things, I got to hang out with Apryl last week after work, we used to go to elementary school together so she knew me when I was a dork in the making with blonde hair and bangs,lol. But it was cool to see her again. We went to Sunset and when I went to go buy these fantastic shoes I got grabbed up in a dramatic hug by none other than one of the biggest a-holes that I used to go to school with. He's basically a neo-nazi and just a straight out pervert (not in the funny way either) and so after all my flipping him off and calling him on all his bs in school and him saying countless cruel things about me with his turbo-slut wannabe goth friend he hugs me like we were best friends for ages. So,ofcourse, I told him off. I said something along the lines of"What the hell? You never liked me in school and I never liked you, you were rude to me so many times. So don't be fake and act like we were friends now, I'm not a fake person so I'm not doing this." needless to say its one of the few moments I was actually proud of myself although I was convinced my friend would think I'd become and enormous bitch, luckily i was wrong,lol. It was fun though. Then Friday night mom and I went to Outback for dinner and it was kick ass. Though she pulled a prank on me by telling the waiter it was my b-day in a few days when I went to the bathroom so they sang to my and clapped and such and when I hid behind my purse they shone the light on me,lol evil! So, I suppose that's all. Bye loves.~<3
Firstly, why I've been gone aka my week as a deaf drugged out person: I had the most wicked of all ear infections. Last Saturday I had to call in to work sick cause I could hardly hear out of my right ear, to top it off my mom was terribly sick. So, I walk over to the store feeling all dizzy and looking like garbage warmed over and bought sick supplies, i.e.:Kleenex,Tylenol flu, Ginger Ale,etc...and I bought these ear drops for myself that were supposed to get rid of water in the ear which is what I thought I had..hehe, keyword being !THOUGHT! So, I return home and give mom her medicine and then she puts the drop in my ear...What went off in my head was something like this: "holyshitwhatthehelldidsomeonelightamatchinmy-omfgwhatthehellmakeitstopmakeitstop!!!!!!!!" (yes it all ran together like that because when you are in excrutiating pain good grammar and punctuation have no place..lol) All I could manage outwardly was to scream and run around like a chicken with my head cut off pouring water on my ear. It was the kind of pain that makes your brain feel like its dying, makes you dizzy and want to puke all at once. UGH! After I'd recovered I barely slept but still crazily went to work the Monday with everyone singing my praises because I made it in and I worked so hard, HELLO! I work that hard EVERYDAY!! Wheres my thanks then?!grrr. I couldn't take it anymore and went to the doctor the next day, turns out my ear canal was swollen almost completely shut. They gave me more drops to use and sent me home. I thought I'd be fine but oh wait they forgot one thing, I'm in pain! Loads of pain! Especially beacause when you put these drops in a tiny space that is not only swollen but burned its not a very nice thing. So, I had to take my moms Zanax and I started saying weird things like how Australias nice because of kangaroos and Heath Ledger (yes I truly said that lmao)..needless to say other than making me a blathering idiot they didn't help much. The next morning my moms friend came to pick her up and she brought these huge horse pill sized pain pills I don't even know what they were and am afraid to know,lol. They knocked me out I slept for hours and hardly ate cause i was dizzy and nauseous. Then my mom got the doc to get me tylenol with codene. So needless to say I've been a deaf drug addict for days now,lol. I'm finally starting to feel better, but not great. Hopefully I'll feel completely better soon.
As most of you know, they are selling my apartment, what you didn't know was my mom is more than likely going to lose her job very soon, because her boss is satan in heels. We were throwing around ideas of what to do and what it comes down to is I have two choices: 1) I can move off to a new state with my mom selling some of my stuff and taking the tax return money to pay for it. Right now it looks like the main place she wants to go is Savannah, Georgia. or 2) I can take half of the money and get my own place here or wherever, this means I'd have to find a roommate because I obviously couldn't afford a place on my own. I'm conflicted. Savannah seems nice, the places are lovely and well priced. It would also be an adventure, and I'm kind of afraid of what my mom might do if she was alone because of some of the things she's said lately. However, on the flip side, this is my chance to be on my own and get a place. I'm also not sure, no matter how seemingly lovely, that Savannah is the right place for me. I love nature, but I love the city lights and I don't think the kind of city I've been dreaming of is Savannah. Savannah could be a stepping stone though. I'm just not sure. I'm having a lot of trouble with the situation because its so incredibly confusing. Argh.
On to good things, I got to hang out with Apryl last week after work, we used to go to elementary school together so she knew me when I was a dork in the making with blonde hair and bangs,lol. But it was cool to see her again. We went to Sunset and when I went to go buy these fantastic shoes I got grabbed up in a dramatic hug by none other than one of the biggest a-holes that I used to go to school with. He's basically a neo-nazi and just a straight out pervert (not in the funny way either) and so after all my flipping him off and calling him on all his bs in school and him saying countless cruel things about me with his turbo-slut wannabe goth friend he hugs me like we were best friends for ages. So,ofcourse, I told him off. I said something along the lines of"What the hell? You never liked me in school and I never liked you, you were rude to me so many times. So don't be fake and act like we were friends now, I'm not a fake person so I'm not doing this." needless to say its one of the few moments I was actually proud of myself although I was convinced my friend would think I'd become and enormous bitch, luckily i was wrong,lol. It was fun though. Then Friday night mom and I went to Outback for dinner and it was kick ass. Though she pulled a prank on me by telling the waiter it was my b-day in a few days when I went to the bathroom so they sang to my and clapped and such and when I hid behind my purse they shone the light on me,lol evil! So, I suppose that's all. Bye loves.~<3