Go away already.
Yeah, I'm pretty much a bitch on the warpath now. The drop of a hat can, will, and probably has pissed me off. I screamed obscenities at the weather channel for showing how it's pretty much going to be COLD and RAINY. Every day. For the next week.
Which SUCKS BEYOND SUCKAGE cause I'm supposed to go to Outdoor Amusement Park with Friend Unit 1 tomorrow. Supposed to being the operative word. The park's not even open yet, but I got these four tickets for tomorrow, and now I CAN'T EVEN USE THEM. Fuck you, weather. Fuuuuck you.
So yes. Shitty week + being sick * shitty weekend to come = uberpissed Allison.
Yeah. I missed school today because I woke up this morning all lightheaded, throwing up, hot, and generally crappy. My first thought was of TSS, but seeing as I only had a few of the symptoms on that site I linked y'all to, it was quickly realised that my body is simply mirroring my mood as of late. Thanks for giving up on me, body. Insert melodramatic groan here.
So, yeah. The week was, overall, crappy. To say the least. Some UBERSHIT on Monday, coupled with the lingering sense of JUSTHOWSTUPIDAMIosity, which itself was multiplied by one of the dumbest girls in one of my classes talking about having to drive her parents places since SHE HAS HER G1 NOW, sent me into a DEEP and DARK CAVE OF AAAAAAAANGST!.
Which resulted in my horrible attempts to cover it up and acting FREAKISHLY HAPPY. Which steadily got a lot more FREAKISH than HAPPY, and eventually (read: last night) I cracked and went into IAMTHEMOSTWORTHLESSPERSONONTHEPLANETSELFDEPRICATINGRANT! Mode.
So all I had left to look forward to was tomorrow.
Which isn't even happening now.
So... yeah... arrgh. Pretty much the only good thing that happened all week was Allison's Last Choir Performance on Wednesday. Which wasn't even really "good", more "bittersweet", seeing as it was Allison's Last Choir Performance. Ever. Sob sob. On a technical note, though, it was great. Senior chamber choir totally blew me away. One of their songs in particular was Simply Fucking Awesome. Which made me happy at the time, but reflecting on the way home, reminded me yet again how dearly much I do NOT want to take Programming next year. Stupid not being good enough. >_<
So yeah... all in all, bad, bad, bad week. And, thanks to the stupid weather, it ain't over yet.
Did I mention how badly the Puppy Factor is kicking in at the moment? Ahahahaha I hate me.
Which SUCKS BEYOND SUCKAGE cause I'm supposed to go to Outdoor Amusement Park with Friend Unit 1 tomorrow. Supposed to being the operative word. The park's not even open yet, but I got these four tickets for tomorrow, and now I CAN'T EVEN USE THEM. Fuck you, weather. Fuuuuck you.
So yes. Shitty week + being sick * shitty weekend to come = uberpissed Allison.
Yeah. I missed school today because I woke up this morning all lightheaded, throwing up, hot, and generally crappy. My first thought was of TSS, but seeing as I only had a few of the symptoms on that site I linked y'all to, it was quickly realised that my body is simply mirroring my mood as of late. Thanks for giving up on me, body. Insert melodramatic groan here.
So, yeah. The week was, overall, crappy. To say the least. Some UBERSHIT on Monday, coupled with the lingering sense of JUSTHOWSTUPIDAMIosity, which itself was multiplied by one of the dumbest girls in one of my classes talking about having to drive her parents places since SHE HAS HER G1 NOW, sent me into a DEEP and DARK CAVE OF AAAAAAAANGST!.
Which resulted in my horrible attempts to cover it up and acting FREAKISHLY HAPPY. Which steadily got a lot more FREAKISH than HAPPY, and eventually (read: last night) I cracked and went into IAMTHEMOSTWORTHLESSPERSONONTHEPLANETSELFDEPRICATINGRANT! Mode.
So all I had left to look forward to was tomorrow.
Which isn't even happening now.
So... yeah... arrgh. Pretty much the only good thing that happened all week was Allison's Last Choir Performance on Wednesday. Which wasn't even really "good", more "bittersweet", seeing as it was Allison's Last Choir Performance. Ever. Sob sob. On a technical note, though, it was great. Senior chamber choir totally blew me away. One of their songs in particular was Simply Fucking Awesome. Which made me happy at the time, but reflecting on the way home, reminded me yet again how dearly much I do NOT want to take Programming next year. Stupid not being good enough. >_<
So yeah... all in all, bad, bad, bad week. And, thanks to the stupid weather, it ain't over yet.
Did I mention how badly the Puppy Factor is kicking in at the moment? Ahahahaha I hate me.