all that i ask for, is turning to ashes
you know whats amazing? going to bars and drinking. i cant wait til im 21 and can go to all the bars i want. its also amazing to be hanging out with people 23+ years old who can get you into bars and because of them they'll serve you. im a drunk lmao
im drunk bitch!
well its been a month with steve. things have been nothing short of amazing. yes we've had a fight or two, but they were drunken lol. things are almost perfect with him. perfect, in that fucked up way. he makes me so happy and treats me so different then any guy has ever treated me. he actually loves me and cares about me. i love him so much. i lost a friend over going out with him, but you know what? fuck her. she was a dirty little cunt anyways that took my friendship for granted. took advantage. lied to EVERYONE. talked shit behind my back to everyone. hmm great friend huh? whatever, shes gone. oh its always great to lie about a guy raping you cause your mom found out and ruined his life when he didnt rape you at all. but yeah, im just talking shit cause im drunk so :-p
anyways i love my baby and valentines weekend is going to great cause we have a suite at the taj mahal in atlantic city. hehehehe.
i need a job!
been about a month without one and now ive ran out of money. poop. someone help me find one!!! lol