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hey... sorry about the last entry... ive been really stressed, depressed, and kinda crazy lately.. things have been sucking majorly but as of now all is well. im just sick and tired of being lied to and used. i feel that all i am is used by people close to me. ehh oh well. if i find out for sure im being used... oh god, you dont want to be in the same town as me lol.
ive been thinking about someone i REALLY shouldnt be lately. he broke my fucking heart more than once, so why the fuck after a year of not talking to him or associating with him, why am i thinking about him?!?!? uggh. ewwwwwww. oh well. i hope he dies, then maybe i can stop thinking about him?? no, after a year i would lol. im fucked up in the head i know.
ok short entry i know.. but i promised eric i'd call him at 11... and its 10:55 soooo i'll update later. need to go talk to my metal kid lol, i found this thing about bands in the asbury park press that perfect inertia <3 was in.. and i want to try to get him to get war crime <3 in it
::kisses::
*Dana*
ive been thinking about someone i REALLY shouldnt be lately. he broke my fucking heart more than once, so why the fuck after a year of not talking to him or associating with him, why am i thinking about him?!?!? uggh. ewwwwwww. oh well. i hope he dies, then maybe i can stop thinking about him?? no, after a year i would lol. im fucked up in the head i know.
ok short entry i know.. but i promised eric i'd call him at 11... and its 10:55 soooo i'll update later. need to go talk to my metal kid lol, i found this thing about bands in the asbury park press that perfect inertia <3 was in.. and i want to try to get him to get war crime <3 in it
::kisses::
*Dana*