UPDATE!!!
wow i definetly have been forgeting to update.
- these past two days have been amazing. yesterday i hung out with casey, tom, taylor, kurt, and taylors sister aj... we were taking aj to the monmouth mall which turned into taylor and kurt go to the monmouth mall... if you have never seen harold and kumar go to white castle then ignore that lol...finally got there, wondered around, bought stuff, followed around aj, called ppl, then we went to freehold mall as it was closing so taylor could see the girl hes crushing on... then evauntally we dropped off casey at home, and went to taylors... aj went to sleep and me and the guys hung around until about 4 when i finally went home. kurt might be mad at me.
- today, i woke up and went online, aj said that they were going to a concert tonight so i called up taylor to see if i could tag along... he said yeah if i got a ticket, so i bought a ticket and we went. we saw popa roach, and some other bands. it was fun as hell. <33 i think taylor felt kinda tied downish by me because he kept coming out of the pit to check on me.. but eh whatever we all had fun. i wish luke woulda came but yeah... hes a poopy head and i love him anyways. and i have a huge headache from head banging lol! and i think this kid broke or bruised my rib, he slammed into me and i felt like i was gonna pass out, and now it hurts. poop.
- i think kurts mad at me
- i miss luke
- i have to do school work
- i want to drop out
- i hate when people cant trust each other
- drew wants me
- omg
- there was this guy at wendys passed out in the drive through and the cops hadda come
- yeah, kurts mad at me... and he should be or not?
- im just being random if anyone is even reading this
- bah
- i really hope luke trusts me, he has no reason not to, but i feel he doesnt at times
- meow
- imma bad kitty
- i want to talk to casey but she like disappeared poop
*songness*
Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
<33-Dana