sdrawkcab
I’m trying so hard to give you what you want. I can feel myself slipping away. I had such pride for myself once. Now all I do is wonder what happened to that girl. What made me lose that sense of right and wrong. When did I lose the knowledge of knowing when to fight for some things and (never) letting others go. I’m struggling to keep up. I feel like im racing against time, against karma, against me, you. My lungs are empty of air to make more room for love you for. I have no voice left no hands no sight. It’s lost in trying to make you realize that I can be exactly the girl you want. I no longer need what I once asked (begged) for, I no longer am blind to its f(r)iction. Just please stop getting mad. I don’t know what im doing that’s making you so angry with me. Im losing my wits trying to keep you sane. I’m being your anchor…but where’s my chain? What’s there to guide me? You don’t worry about that, ill figure it out. Just let me know what im doing to anger you so much. I hate being the one that pisses you off; it makes me shrivel from within.
I’m trying dear
I really am.
I’ll try harder dear
I really will.
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