new year of change and dedication

[midnightstr111]

ok so last year i went through/ put up with a lot of crap, so much drama between school and family that i disconnected form this journal. this used to be my haven of solace and retreat of condolence but now i feel that i need to get back to what i used to be.........a writer of what i feel. my new years resolution is to be stronger and start living with a greater purpose......after my family issues with my grammas both in the hospital and my dad going to florida i realized that life is precious, i've lost sight of what i wanted and what i felt, but now i'm clear headed and ready to except letting go........so no more letting people walk all over me, this year will be different. sorry if it seems like i'm ranting, but i'm venting, its my journal, if you don't like it, don't comment : )

anyways, senior project is coming along, just need to talk to my consultant.....guess i'm ready to go back to school.....got a new backpack so hopefully it will make me feel better.  as i promise to myself i will write more often in this journal, at least 4 times a week no matter what, i need personal therapy to help myself and i believe that my writing skills surpass my speaking skills i guess, besides its easier this way. well i'm free and open to new opportunities.....woo hoo........ok well if anyone wants to chill over whats left of our break, lemme know!

I TURN 18 IN 8 DAYS!!!!!!!! stay tuned for party details ^_^