Wrap me up in a dream with you

[midnightsrose]

So I just got home from skiing. This is like the third practice in a row where we actually skiied the whole time. Practice is over next week though, it's so sad the team is so much fun. So yes, we were skiing on one of the side trails (Nashoba) me towards the back as my skis cross snap off and I tumble to the ground face first. Rachel nicely dives out of the way so she wouldnt hit me. The trouble was it took me around 5 minutes to put myself back together, and they were worried about me. So Kyle Seth and Mr Ruhmann went out searching for me because they missed me going up the chair lift. Hey I'm dumb and fall on easy runs. I felt bad that they had to look for me, but they said they were happier I was alive. Oh I feel so loved. Oh yea then we proceeded to ski on large chunks of ice.

Skiing really cheered me up. I haven't been in the best mood lately. This whole school thing, well it isn't working for me. And we have an algebra quiz tomorrow that I'm very scared for.

I wish...
I wasn't so effected by you. Things would work. I wasn't lonely.
It just kills me. I wish I was better at handling disappointment.
Oh well. I'll just have to deal with things how they are.

Marketing presentation today. Our item was a chair. Not just any chair an ultimate chair. I wanted to name it the Easylay. Lin and Andrew wouldnt let me though so it stayed with ComfortMate. Oh well.

I can't wait until February vacation. Get away from it all. It seems like that is all I ever want to do.

and it breaks my heart to know
the only reason you are here now
is a reminder of what i'll never have

<3