Again...we are updating on life...
Today has been a slow day, so I decided to update this thing a little bit. I am not happy with some parts of my life and I don't even know why.
I have a great job
I have a great and terrific boyfriend
I have $ to pay my bills (but no extra cash)
I have great transportation
So then, why is what I ask myself. The bad things in my life are superficial..like not having enough money to do what I want, and not being able to lose the weight I gained in the last 8 months. But that is not much to worry about is it? For me it is. I would love to take a 3 day weekend to visit my friends, or go on a weekend trip with Vince, or even just go out with friends and not worry about how much money I am spending.
As for my weight...there has to be something physically wrong with me...almost 50 lbs in less than 8 months. I haven't changed my eating habits and I even started exercising! I used to like my body, and the way it was shaped, perfectly proportioned and what not...now I feel like this fat blob...un-pretty, and ugly. And that is making my insides ugly as well.
I have no time either. I wake up at 6-ish, work till 5, in class until 8:30-9 then to bed after my homework is done, just to start it all over again. I need to do laundry but there is no time for it! Gerr...
That is my life update...depressed but I cant really justify why...I am not even sure if anyone reads this anymore, but I am bored with nothing to do at work.
I have a great job
I have a great and terrific boyfriend
I have $ to pay my bills (but no extra cash)
I have great transportation
So then, why is what I ask myself. The bad things in my life are superficial..like not having enough money to do what I want, and not being able to lose the weight I gained in the last 8 months. But that is not much to worry about is it? For me it is. I would love to take a 3 day weekend to visit my friends, or go on a weekend trip with Vince, or even just go out with friends and not worry about how much money I am spending.
As for my weight...there has to be something physically wrong with me...almost 50 lbs in less than 8 months. I haven't changed my eating habits and I even started exercising! I used to like my body, and the way it was shaped, perfectly proportioned and what not...now I feel like this fat blob...un-pretty, and ugly. And that is making my insides ugly as well.
I have no time either. I wake up at 6-ish, work till 5, in class until 8:30-9 then to bed after my homework is done, just to start it all over again. I need to do laundry but there is no time for it! Gerr...
That is my life update...depressed but I cant really justify why...I am not even sure if anyone reads this anymore, but I am bored with nothing to do at work.