Dec 29, 2005 12:39
I always wondered, is it actually true that once you hit rock bottom the only place left to go is up? It seems every time I think I hit rock bottom, the rock caves into a large mine shaft that continues to let me fall. "It can always be worse" this I know, because it always gets worse:
Bad grades this semester
Car accident
car now totalled by Farmers thus leaving me with no car
stuck at my dad's with the wench.
not able to see friends because lack of vehicle
not able to get to work because lack of vehicle hence;
no money because I cant get to work
whats the point anymore? Everyone says "happy new year!" but really it is turning out to be the worst year I have ever had, and the current one hasn't even ended yet.
depression sucks...esspecially when dad keeps the guns locked up. Is life over yet? because I am sure and the hell done with it.