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Can someone please tell me why it is that I am ALWAYS the "odd man out" or the one trying to desperately fight there way into the team or group....or even just trying to find a nitch of friends? Why is it that I am always the fat kid in little league trying to fight my way into the "a" croud, wrather than someone people ACTUALLY think about calling or hanging out with? Or even having other be considerate of what I am feeling, or what I am thinking.
Why, in a group of people that are supposed to get along and be friends (such as RA's), am I always the one that they leave behind when they go to the beach, or out to dinner, or that they dont remember me enough to say "Hey, where'd teenie go?"
Why am I always that girl that no one likes, or that everyone just completely doesn't notice, or forgets that she is there?
Why does NO ONE want to be my friend, just because they like me...not because they have to pretend to be?
Why, in a group of people that are supposed to get along and be friends (such as RA's), am I always the one that they leave behind when they go to the beach, or out to dinner, or that they dont remember me enough to say "Hey, where'd teenie go?"
Why am I always that girl that no one likes, or that everyone just completely doesn't notice, or forgets that she is there?
Why does NO ONE want to be my friend, just because they like me...not because they have to pretend to be?