eh....
So, My birthday was last sunday, I got completely smashed and had one of the best birthdays I've ever had.
What does it mean when the L word is said and all you get is a kiss and an aquard silence? Now I regret it, I dont even know why I said it. Stupidity of me I guess. Oh well, I have this distinct feeling that we wont last much longer, only because his interest seems to be only in sex anymore. That and his damn video game. Apparently his truck wouldn't start on saturday so he couldn't come celebrate with me, but then ta-da his truck is working all of a sudden. I dont know what is going on with that, maybe I'm just being paranoid, or maybe he really is just not worth my time anymore...who knows. We will see where it goes.
As for this weekend, dancing on friday...rave on saturday, and lots of fun. These next few weekends should be a blast, I cant wait. Even if I do have to do it by myself, if his truck desides not to "start" again.
What does it mean when the L word is said and all you get is a kiss and an aquard silence? Now I regret it, I dont even know why I said it. Stupidity of me I guess. Oh well, I have this distinct feeling that we wont last much longer, only because his interest seems to be only in sex anymore. That and his damn video game. Apparently his truck wouldn't start on saturday so he couldn't come celebrate with me, but then ta-da his truck is working all of a sudden. I dont know what is going on with that, maybe I'm just being paranoid, or maybe he really is just not worth my time anymore...who knows. We will see where it goes.
As for this weekend, dancing on friday...rave on saturday, and lots of fun. These next few weekends should be a blast, I cant wait. Even if I do have to do it by myself, if his truck desides not to "start" again.