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........and then I fell into a pit of depression... why can't I help feeling like I have accomplished anything. Yeah, I graduated from high school........ big whoop. I don't effing care. I just want to cry...... crawl into a corner and die. Barry and I just dropped Summer off at Cherice's mom's house. [bitch] For starters her mom is a wicked person who made me feel small and useless...... she didn't even say a word to me but the looks that she was giving me just cut me. Then I took Summer to go potty but she started crying hysterically. After about 7 minutes of me sitting on the floor of a public bathroom. I asked her why she didn't want to go potty. She told me [while crying] that she only wanted to go at grandma's house. What the hell am I supposed to do about that? I tell her to get up and we went back to see my mom. I really need to get a grip. I haven't thrown up at all today.... [as of yet- still 3 hours left] I am hungry.... I think I will make Barry and me some mac n cheese. <3