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I would, I could say that I've cared too much about too many people but I think that would be innaccurate...the most accurate thing I believe I could say is that I've cared too much in the wrong ways about the wrong people. The ones that while they are worth something, shouldn't necessarily be completely worth something to me.
That understanding is not caring, the first I have no problem with but it puts me in an apathetic war with the latter.
I am hopeful for the future though, despite the pasts shortcomings.
A large part of that anymore is don't expect and guess what...
"I look at you, I listen to you and I am convinced that you are capable of doing anything and I don't mean one thing but so much." - Kim.
Here's a way to live, all I am is today.
Not yesterday and not tomorrow, that doesn't mean I am not being mindful of them but they don't consume my energy and deplete my soul through the use of my mind anymore.
At least they won't today, I don't know about tomorrow.
" You can't let the devil know of your plans or he will attack you with everything he has. "
Of course, I don't believe in the devil so this is less of a literal statement.