Jan 21, 2006 15:16
I hate being sad. I am so sad right now. And, it is for no reason at all, so it just isn't necessary. I think I just feel alone, and like things will never change. Then, I know they will, and so drasically too. I hate being so afriad of graduation. I cry everytime I think about it. I want to punch myself in the face everytime I cry.
I need a shower, and I guess I'll go to that show tonight. I really shouldn't spend the money, but I guess it's something to do. Plus, alot of people will be there. Can't be too sad with that many people around. Tristan will be there, and Tristn makes me happy. I need to get up and get a shower...but I can't do that until my clothes are done in the dryer.
"And when I looked to the door, I saw that boy, and he was standing there with a deal..."
The sweetest thing happened last night. Well, I guess it happened a few weeks ago..but it was the sweetest thing I have ever seen, and he won't even pick up his phone for me to tell him.
So, in icons like the one I'm using for this post, how do they decide which words should be emphasized? Lol. personally, I don't think those 2 words are the most important. Haha. Oh well.
I guess I'll get to looking for something more productive to do. Later.