Beat up, Beat down.
My god things are different. In the span of a week, I feel like everything in my life has changed. Probably because everything has. 10 days ago, I lived at a different apartment with a girl I'd been with for almost two years and a nine month old baby. Today, I am a single man in a new apartment, living basically alone (my brother is gone all week everyweek).
I finished moving the last of my stuff last night. I think Dylan and I did good with that place. Last time I moved out of an apartment, we left it totally trashed. This time we completely cleaned that place. There isn't anything remaining. Not even the 8 months of hair dye stains on the counters. I wish I could have gotten a steamer vac, but the funds just didn't allow it. Its wierd living alone though. I got home last night and sat around my apartment... Come to think of it, I don't think I've used my vocal chords since I worked last night. I'm way to social to be this quite for this long.
Last night was the first night that it really hit me that I'm alone. Live has been so hectic the last week and a half or so, I've hardly noticed sleeping alone. Either I'd get into bed half drunk, or in the case of last week, I was so sick, I didn't care that no one was there. Last night though, I finally got all my shit set up in the new apartment. Theres nothing more to be done, I'm home. So, when I got into bed, I just laid there for a bit. Had music playing while I went to sleep, for the first time in probably a year, and it reminded me of when I was single. I felt single again. Regardless of all the bullshit that went down with Jessi, it was nice to have someone to lay next to. She really treated me like shit, but at night, when we got in bed, I felt like she loved me. Maybe its why I stuck with her for so long. Maybe I'm scared of being alone. Laying up next to someone at night sure is a hell of alot better than sleeping alone, I know that much.
Anyways, off the bullshit. On to this weekend. Being single does have some advantages. I went to see Dog company on friday night. There the newest band fronted by ex Staggars singer Joe-Blow. Fucking Fantastic. Sound was kind of shitty quality, Reno's just isn't set up to be a venue yet. They'll get it though. Regardless, Dog company kicked much ass. Saturday was mostly spent trying to get the old apartment cleaned up, and moving Dylans stuff back from Alvarado. We threw a party that night. I'm pretty impressed with how many people showed up. We'd been calling people all day, but didn't expect too much, never do when you give people one days notice. We packed the place though, and I'm pretty sure we pissed the down stairs neighbors off pretty bad. It was our first night home though, so fuck em'.
Anyways, thats mostly whats been going on in my life up to date. Hopefully, Dylan and I will be getting internet really soon, so I won't have to keep coming to the library to use the internet. So, till next time. Adios.
I finished moving the last of my stuff last night. I think Dylan and I did good with that place. Last time I moved out of an apartment, we left it totally trashed. This time we completely cleaned that place. There isn't anything remaining. Not even the 8 months of hair dye stains on the counters. I wish I could have gotten a steamer vac, but the funds just didn't allow it. Its wierd living alone though. I got home last night and sat around my apartment... Come to think of it, I don't think I've used my vocal chords since I worked last night. I'm way to social to be this quite for this long.
Last night was the first night that it really hit me that I'm alone. Live has been so hectic the last week and a half or so, I've hardly noticed sleeping alone. Either I'd get into bed half drunk, or in the case of last week, I was so sick, I didn't care that no one was there. Last night though, I finally got all my shit set up in the new apartment. Theres nothing more to be done, I'm home. So, when I got into bed, I just laid there for a bit. Had music playing while I went to sleep, for the first time in probably a year, and it reminded me of when I was single. I felt single again. Regardless of all the bullshit that went down with Jessi, it was nice to have someone to lay next to. She really treated me like shit, but at night, when we got in bed, I felt like she loved me. Maybe its why I stuck with her for so long. Maybe I'm scared of being alone. Laying up next to someone at night sure is a hell of alot better than sleeping alone, I know that much.
Anyways, off the bullshit. On to this weekend. Being single does have some advantages. I went to see Dog company on friday night. There the newest band fronted by ex Staggars singer Joe-Blow. Fucking Fantastic. Sound was kind of shitty quality, Reno's just isn't set up to be a venue yet. They'll get it though. Regardless, Dog company kicked much ass. Saturday was mostly spent trying to get the old apartment cleaned up, and moving Dylans stuff back from Alvarado. We threw a party that night. I'm pretty impressed with how many people showed up. We'd been calling people all day, but didn't expect too much, never do when you give people one days notice. We packed the place though, and I'm pretty sure we pissed the down stairs neighbors off pretty bad. It was our first night home though, so fuck em'.
Anyways, thats mostly whats been going on in my life up to date. Hopefully, Dylan and I will be getting internet really soon, so I won't have to keep coming to the library to use the internet. So, till next time. Adios.