Leaving a-town for A-town...
Got the results for the other guys P Test. He's the daddy... I don't know how I feel about it... I guess it makes this that much more real. Pisses me off again. Jessi and I have not been fighting... which I suppose is good, starting to worry though. Kind of seems like she thinks things are going to be ok... The fact that I'm getting along with her doesn't change the fact that we're not together. It sure doesn't change the past. Nor does it change the fact that we're not going to be living together soon. Right now, I'm getting ready to head out to Austin. Just for the night... I needed a night away from home. Helps when I keep busy.
On a more positive note, I'm getting a tattoo tomorrow. Its jessi's x-mas present to me. In light of the recent events I feel odd accepting it, but, its hard to turn down a free tattoo. I'm getting a spider web on my left elbow. Kind of a "Charlotte's Web" kind of a thing. A few people I've talked to wonder why I'm getting, what with me not being the father. But to me its a way to remember this time of my life. I love charlotte regardless, so I guess its a bit of a tribute. A symbol of where I was in this part of my life.
On a more positive note, I'm getting a tattoo tomorrow. Its jessi's x-mas present to me. In light of the recent events I feel odd accepting it, but, its hard to turn down a free tattoo. I'm getting a spider web on my left elbow. Kind of a "Charlotte's Web" kind of a thing. A few people I've talked to wonder why I'm getting, what with me not being the father. But to me its a way to remember this time of my life. I love charlotte regardless, so I guess its a bit of a tribute. A symbol of where I was in this part of my life.