cruelty and the emptyness

[midnightmetal]

As i Lay in my bed
thoughts of you run through my head
your smell lingers in the room
your laughter echoes off the walls
all i can see is your smile
all i want is your embrace
i feel so alone
so empty
you are everything ive always wanted
everything ill ever need.

knowing i cant have you is killing me
cant you see the effect you have on me.
so yet again ill cry myself asleep
wondering what it would be like if my dreams came true.

if my dreams came true....